{"id":1214,"date":"2021-11-29T12:21:38","date_gmt":"2021-11-29T12:21:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ashareh.fit\/?p=1214"},"modified":"2022-01-18T12:05:34","modified_gmt":"2022-01-18T12:05:34","slug":"day-29","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/index.php\/2021\/11\/29\/day-29\/","title":{"rendered":"Day 29:"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I have a cold but still somehow squeeze my leaky body into my lycra. I\u2019m soo tired of wearing it. Mostly because my experiment is not working properly. Wearing lycra in winter doesn\u2019t work! It\u2019s always covered by a sweater or jacket. No one gets to stare at my bulges. I\u2019m not eliciting the responses I was hoping for. I&#8217;m just stuck in a challenge wearing restrictive clothes that make it hard to pee. The only people who asked anything were the people at the yoga studio. \u2018You are wearing the pink again?\u2019, yes I\u2019m researching material agency and how textile communicates with the body. O what have you found? Honestly not much. It\u2019s too cold atm to even feel my body. And I7m tired and annoyed by the monotony of wearing the same outfit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/CW333R8q3A0\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1495\" height=\"1026\" src=\"http:\/\/ashareh.fit\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/Screen-Shot-2022-01-14-at-13.57.11-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1534\" srcset=\"https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/Screen-Shot-2022-01-14-at-13.57.11-1.jpg 1495w, https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/Screen-Shot-2022-01-14-at-13.57.11-1-300x206.jpg 300w, https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/Screen-Shot-2022-01-14-at-13.57.11-1-1024x703.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/Screen-Shot-2022-01-14-at-13.57.11-1-768x527.jpg 768w, https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/Screen-Shot-2022-01-14-at-13.57.11-1-389x267.jpg 389w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1495px) 100vw, 1495px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-container-2 wp-block-gallery-1 wp-block-gallery columns-2 is-cropped\"><ul class=\"blocks-gallery-grid\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"154\" height=\"300\" src=\"http:\/\/ashareh.fit\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29a-154x300.png\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"1535\" data-full-url=\"http:\/\/ashareh.fit\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29a.png\" data-link=\"http:\/\/ashareh.fit\/index.php\/2021\/11\/29\/day-29\/29a\/\" class=\"wp-image-1535\" srcset=\"https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29a-154x300.png 154w, https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29a-525x1024.png 525w, https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29a.png 754w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 154px) 100vw, 154px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"300\" height=\"240\" src=\"http:\/\/ashareh.fit\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29b-300x240.png\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"1536\" data-full-url=\"http:\/\/ashareh.fit\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29b.png\" data-link=\"http:\/\/ashareh.fit\/index.php\/2021\/11\/29\/day-29\/29b\/\" class=\"wp-image-1536\" srcset=\"https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29b-300x240.png 300w, https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29b-376x300.png 376w, https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29b.png 744w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/figure><\/li><\/ul><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h1>I misunderstood<\/h1>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"604\" height=\"274\" src=\"http:\/\/ashareh.fit\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29Advice.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1537\" srcset=\"https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29Advice.png 604w, https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29Advice-300x136.png 300w, https:\/\/lala3xl.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/29Advice-389x176.png 389w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 604px) 100vw, 604px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h1><strong>Born into servitude<\/strong><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p>I have had this feeling for a while now. the feeling that something is out of whack. It feels like the molecules that contain my consciousness is not vibrating in sync with the world. I have this desire to transcend the physical boundaries of a human body, and even though the balance between flesh and fairy have been disturbed, I cannot break free from the physical form I was born into. Born into servitude.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote\"><blockquote><p><em>\u201cDon\u2019t become addicted to being human, it\u2019s only temporary.\u201d<\/em><\/p><cite><em>&#8211; Bruce Lipton\u00a0<\/em><\/cite><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have a cold but still somehow squeeze my leaky body into my lycra. I\u2019m soo tired of wearing it. 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